Paralized

got ZERO work done this weekend. It was muh own damned fault. What a waste of my two-day piss ant spring break. I have a few paintings planned out, one with a basis being a white chess queen (with my own twist, naturally), another with a couple (man with a partially eaten face), Duhan's Alice piece and a very special (though simple) velvet painting for Big-Boobs Sarah. I need to start casting things very badly. My kickass lady Prof told me there was no way I was failing the class... But the fawk I'm challenging her. Figure drawing is BOOOOORING. Only boring people are bored, so I suppose I was tired. The room also felt like Matt Kniola's armpit (Franking with him, I know firsthand). Tonight I write a paper, but I REALLY want to work on my bathroom mural... Particularly the tapeworm Medusa.

The suicide really likes to keep creeping up on me, I swear I'm still being reminded of him everywhere. I hate that steaming pile for coming back into my life at the last (and worst) possible fawking moment. And I still miss him. This is going to take a lot of booze to forget. At least I have new material to work with (apparantly a lot of my work is based on rage and distress? Possibly sexual tension? This is just what I'm told).

Oh, and I gots a new phone that I lost and found twice this weekend. I seriously think someone was fucking with me, because it was found both times in places I had not been with it. Thanks for all the help in locating it both times MM.... Anyhoo, the other one was obsolete by at least 5 years and making me miss my calls. Its a Cingular LG, and it has more pretty things than my reality-humbled self knows what to do with. I did teach myself how to make ringtones, though. I've so far made ringtones of David Bowie (duh), Cancerslug, KMFDM, Mighty Sphincter, Bauhaus, Legendary Stardust Cowboy, Crass, Motley Crue, Harry Merry, Sister Machine Gun, RevCo, DVDA, Alien Sex Fiend, The Damned, La Cripta, and more. So I'm not a total techno-tard, though I still suck at using my Mac. Suppose muh central wiring isn't i-friendly. Go figure that I had the opportunity to have all of my questions answered by a mac-insider this weekend and couldn't remember any of them. Since I've been on a gay video posting kick, here's a juicy little nugget from Army of Lovers (as if all their videos aren't like this). It was a visual baroque sex and still immensely faggyBut youtube Down it.
Here s pic:
have an apartment preview, too.